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Bummer. We were supposed to watch Twilight today. It was jam-packed inside the cinema area in Trinoma so we decided to not watch. Effort wasted. Well, sorry naman. :| T_T

YES. I passed the removal exam! Thank you most especially to God for answering my prayers.. And thanks so much to the people who prayed for me. XD You all saved my ass from repeating that subject. Of course, I wouldn't have passed it if I didn't have the perseverance and faith in me. :D:D:D

I guess we're all separated this 2nd sem... which means no more 6tacles together everyday. 3 of us are in the morning class then the remaining 3 were listed in the afternoon class. Yel is in Section A. Me along with Erika are in Section B. Mina is in Section I while Lhia and Kim are in the section of irregulars, J. Then the rest of my former block mates had been split up to different sections too. Actually, most of the 1st year students were randomly listed to different sections and it just suxxx big time.

As much as possible, I won't put myself into risk this time. 2nd sem will be no friggin' joke. No doubt about it. I promise to myself that I won't slack.

OH YEAH guess whaaat? I'm in for the removal exam in TFN just like what I have predicted in mind. It's a f*cking addition to my dilemma right at the moment. I don't know how the hell am I going to explain it to my MOM. But I have to pass this. I NEED TO. This is my only chance to not get irregular.. It's a freakin' pass or fail test. Damnit.

My hopes are hanging by a thread right now and I feel like I'm gonna fail. I don't want to.

I'm gonna get going now 'cuz have some reviewing to do. I've only got a day and a half. :'c

I think I have clyclothymia, one of the types of Bipolar Disorder. Maybe that's the reason why I feel these:

- feeling of unhappiness doesn't go away
- feeling restless and agitated
- feeling useless, inadequate and hopeless (trust me, I'm not being emo but I do feel that, especially when it comes to school and family)
- feeling more irritable than usual

- can't think positively or hopefully
- difficulty in concentrating

- feeling utterly tired
- difficulty in getting to sleep

- feeling like wanting to cry, but not being able to
- somehow avoiding contact with other people

source: http://www.rcpsych.ac.uk/mentalhealthinfo/problems/bipolarmanicdepression/bipolardisorder.aspx

I don't know.. It's just a theory about me. But I really do experience those. For a long while now. Then again, maybe I'm just overreacting.

It's finally sem break (yeah, right.) but there are days that our presence in school is needed for the release of class cards and stuff. :lll

I'm tired.. of the way I live my life. (HAHA :l) Nursing is a very demanding course and yet I'm not giving it my best. I'm so guilty about it. And not just about it. I'm so full of guilt about other particular stuff. But I rather not talk about it.

I need a break. Really. Not just any break. T_T

I want to leave this town for a while. A vacation in the states is on top of my wishlist. I want to see my relatives there.. most of them that I haven't met yet. Next year, if we ever have a summer vacation, I'd surely nag my mom about me going for vacation there. Damnit. I'll see.

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Bummer. We were supposed to watch Twilight today. It was jam-packed inside the cinema area in Trinoma so we decided to not watch. Effort wasted. Well, sorry naman. :| T_T

YES. I passed the removal exam! Thank you most especially to God for answering my prayers.. And thanks so much to the people who prayed for me. XD You all saved my ass from repeating that subject. Of course, I wouldn't have passed it if I didn't have the perseverance and faith in me. :D:D:D

I guess we're all separated this 2nd sem... which means no more 6tacles together everyday. 3 of us are in the morning class then the remaining 3 were listed in the afternoon class. Yel is in Section A. Me along with Erika are in Section B. Mina is in Section I while Lhia and Kim are in the section of irregulars, J. Then the rest of my former block mates had been split up to different sections too. Actually, most of the 1st year students were randomly listed to different sections and it just suxxx big time.

As much as possible, I won't put myself into risk this time. 2nd sem will be no friggin' joke. No doubt about it. I promise to myself that I won't slack.


OH YEAH guess whaaat? I'm in for the removal exam in TFN just like what I have predicted in mind. It's a f*cking addition to my dilemma right at the moment. I don't know how the hell am I going to explain it to my MOM. But I have to pass this. I NEED TO. This is my only chance to not get irregular.. It's a freakin' pass or fail test. Damnit.

My hopes are hanging by a thread right now and I feel like I'm gonna fail. I don't want to.

I'm gonna get going now 'cuz have some reviewing to do. I've only got a day and a half. :'c


I think I have clyclothymia, one of the types of Bipolar Disorder. Maybe that's the reason why I feel these:

- feeling of unhappiness doesn't go away
- feeling restless and agitated
- feeling useless, inadequate and hopeless (trust me, I'm not being emo but I do feel that, especially when it comes to school and family)
- feeling more irritable than usual

- can't think positively or hopefully
- difficulty in concentrating

- feeling utterly tired
- difficulty in getting to sleep

- feeling like wanting to cry, but not being able to
- somehow avoiding contact with other people

source: http://www.rcpsych.ac.uk/mentalhealthinfo/problems/bipolarmanicdepression/bipolardisorder.aspx

I don't know.. It's just a theory about me. But I really do experience those. For a long while now. Then again, maybe I'm just overreacting.


It's finally sem break (yeah, right.) but there are days that our presence in school is needed for the release of class cards and stuff. :lll

I'm tired.. of the way I live my life. (HAHA :l) Nursing is a very demanding course and yet I'm not giving it my best. I'm so guilty about it. And not just about it. I'm so full of guilt about other particular stuff. But I rather not talk about it.

I need a break. Really. Not just any break. T_T

I want to leave this town for a while. A vacation in the states is on top of my wishlist. I want to see my relatives there.. most of them that I haven't met yet. Next year, if we ever have a summer vacation, I'd surely nag my mom about me going for vacation there. Damnit. I'll see.