pending
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
I deleted my last entry. I was enraged at that moment and you all obviously know that. And you know I was sorry for all the bad words I uttered. But anyhow I'm still not over it. It's an ugly permanent grade on my preliminary record. I just cannot simply get over it.
Oh but there's a good news.
We've already reported the professor to our class adviser and he said he'll handle things. Some other section too had reported the professor to their class adviser, saying the same reasons we had. Nothing as of now has been done. The case is still pending but we're all very hopeful for a good change. I hope that just does it to end the cruelness.
Still, if no change has been done after, then that would mean our effort got wasted so I might consider to transfer to another school. Yep. I can't tolerate such cruelness anymore. Okay, I may be overreacting here, actually, I still can. I'm just considering a school transfer. But that's still after a year, right? So I will still have to endure the cruelty if nothing good happens. So my decision is, if after everything has been made and done, like all the grades in my first year has been computed in that subject, and still, I'm not happy, then I'll
probably go for a transfer, or I might be automatically in for irregular classes to take the subject again in my second year or 'possibly' fail / be dismissed WHICH I DON'T WANT TO HAPPEN. If it don't turn out like that then I won't be needing to transfer. Transferring to another school is just an option. A vague consideration. The hell I don't know what will be my parents reaction if I tell them this. But just if ever I'm pushing through this, I'm getting help from my uncle who's friends with a dean in a certain university although my uncle's a million miles away from here but I'm pretty sure I could count on him if I needed him. Besides, he said he would help me through this. I just can't stand failing remarks on that subject. I've got no motivation but I'm trying. Seriously, I don't think my tries are going to be enough until a change happens. It pains me. I know this is just the start but If you ever had a chance to take a look at my percentage grade, you'd emerge to the idea that I'm such a moron (for those who don't know me) ...when I'm really not! :l
Ohhh.. So please, dear God, please.. The school is already okay for me. I'm okay with it. And so are all the other professors in the other subjects. A good change is all I'm asking for so that I won't anymore go for the idea of a school transfer.
pending
I'm so bitter but I've seen better days. :)
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
I deleted my last entry. I was enraged at that moment and you all obviously know that. And you know I was sorry for all the bad words I uttered. But anyhow I'm still not over it. It's an ugly permanent grade on my preliminary record. I just cannot simply get over it.
Oh but there's a good news.
We've already reported the professor to our class adviser and he said he'll handle things. Some other section too had reported the professor to their class adviser, saying the same reasons we had. Nothing as of now has been done. The case is still pending but we're all very hopeful for a good change. I hope that just does it to end the cruelness.
Still, if no change has been done after, then that would mean our effort got wasted so I might consider to transfer to another school. Yep. I can't tolerate such cruelness anymore. Okay, I may be overreacting here, actually, I still can. I'm just considering a school transfer. But that's still after a year, right? So I will still have to endure the cruelty if nothing good happens. So my decision is, if after everything has been made and done, like all the grades in my first year has been computed in that subject, and still, I'm not happy, then I'll
probably go for a transfer, or I might be automatically in for irregular classes to take the subject again in my second year or 'possibly' fail / be dismissed WHICH I DON'T WANT TO HAPPEN. If it don't turn out like that then I won't be needing to transfer. Transferring to another school is just an option. A vague consideration. The hell I don't know what will be my parents reaction if I tell them this. But just if ever I'm pushing through this, I'm getting help from my uncle who's friends with a dean in a certain university although my uncle's a million miles away from here but I'm pretty sure I could count on him if I needed him. Besides, he said he would help me through this. I just can't stand failing remarks on that subject. I've got no motivation but I'm trying. Seriously, I don't think my tries are going to be enough until a change happens. It pains me. I know this is just the start but If you ever had a chance to take a look at my percentage grade, you'd emerge to the idea that I'm such a moron (for those who don't know me) ...when I'm really not! :l
Ohhh.. So please, dear God, please.. The school is already okay for me. I'm okay with it. And so are all the other professors in the other subjects. A good change is all I'm asking for so that I won't anymore go for the idea of a school transfer.
