HAY
Friday, July 04, 2008
So here I am, blogging, wasting my time. More likely escaping instead of caring to open a book and read ahead or study some of the topics I didn't get much. I am beginning to be a lazy ass once more. It's not that I don't try my best. It's just that I'm most of the time getting carried away by my vivid imaginations that constrain me from doing something productive. Other times I rather just simply read a book. Those are my forms of escaping. Gahh I need some motivation. A serious motivation that would get my head off my ass quickly. Our preliminary exam is already on the 14th and I'm quite scared as hell.
I'm getting paranoid. But of course I'll really study. Delve deeply to comprehend every lesson we've tackled. Right now, it's as if I'm quite life threatened. It's wrong enough to mull over.
My dad has arrived. Yep. I was seriously freakin' surprised. No one knew about it. Not one of my siblings were informed. Of course seeing him, the first time in about seven months, in the flesh, was surprising. I was calmed, happy and a bit blue. A bit blue is a contradiction. It's because now that my dad's finally home, that both of my parents are here with us again, things will be more strict now. Meaning, you know, less gimmicks (I guess. Janmar and I would see each other rarely. It pains my heart having that thought.) and some other things which I'm too lazy to type. :)) UGH.
By the way, my phone's f-ed up right now. It got watered on a while ago. Huhu. I so need I new one right now. And I think that the only way to have it changed is to have my sucky phone snatched. I hope it does. T__T
HAY
I'm so bitter but I've seen better days. :)
Friday, July 04, 2008
So here I am, blogging, wasting my time. More likely escaping instead of caring to open a book and read ahead or study some of the topics I didn't get much. I am beginning to be a lazy ass once more. It's not that I don't try my best. It's just that I'm most of the time getting carried away by my vivid imaginations that constrain me from doing something productive. Other times I rather just simply read a book. Those are my forms of escaping. Gahh I need some motivation. A serious motivation that would get my head off my ass quickly. Our preliminary exam is already on the 14th and I'm quite scared as hell.
I'm getting paranoid. But of course I'll really study. Delve deeply to comprehend every lesson we've tackled. Right now, it's as if I'm quite life threatened. It's wrong enough to mull over.
My dad has arrived. Yep. I was seriously freakin' surprised. No one knew about it. Not one of my siblings were informed. Of course seeing him, the first time in about seven months, in the flesh, was surprising. I was calmed, happy and a bit blue. A bit blue is a contradiction. It's because now that my dad's finally home, that both of my parents are here with us again, things will be more strict now. Meaning, you know, less gimmicks (I guess. Janmar and I would see each other rarely. It pains my heart having that thought.) and some other things which I'm too lazy to type. :)) UGH.
By the way, my phone's f-ed up right now. It got watered on a while ago. Huhu. I so need I new one right now. And I think that the only way to have it changed is to have my sucky phone snatched. I hope it does. T__T
