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Friday, June 27, 2008
“So this is what college life is like.”I quoted that in my mind when first day of school ended. It was surprisingly fun on the first day. However, days passed by, and well, sometimes I couldn’t help but feel evocative about high school. College is woah. Very different. A whole new phase. I got culture-shocked. Every time a professor discusses about the curriculum and grading system, I get paranoid of my future. And I get the idea that I don’t have the competence to do all of the work when it gets to the point of being toxic. I know I shouldn’t be thinking that way ‘cause it won’t help. It’ll only lessen my buoyancy that progresses in the process. But seriously, I thank God I have “tibay ng loob” and “paniniwala” and all the other essence to not quit this profession. It really helps. And of course, I never forget to visualize. Right, Murr? :3 I’m all hopeful for a good upshot in this.
Anyway, since school started, I’m also here to rant about things in school. I have made new friends and I’m part of a new group. It wasn’t so hard for me to make friends (well, except guys) although I’m not that friendly. It’s just that I’m an approachable type of person. I’m no snob at all. That’s just a first impression of me. Moving on.. So there’s this particular subject and professor that majority of my section doesn’t like. Seriously, what makes the subject boring is her. She’s not a very good lecturer and she sucks at explaining a certain topic. Parang, she discusses it for like 10 seconds or so just by reading and then the next thing is lumipad na yung topic somewhere else. She’s also a disciplinarian and boy oh boy does she have a lot of babbling to do before her lecture starts. I can’t stand her. I actually pretend that I’m listening when I’m not. Bahala nalang kung magtawag ‘cause almost all of her lectures are just common sense. And all the other terms are just easy to remember. Gahd, what a pain in the ass for 3 straight hours. It was funny because one time she even asked us, “Oh bat parang walang buhay na kayo?” and I was like, “Duh. You freakin’ bore us!” my seatmate heard and agreed with me. And there’s another one, another particular subject and professor. Actually she’s quite good. QUITE. Sometimes she’s good at discussing topics, other times it’s so-so. She’s too nerve-racking for a teacher. And I don’t like the way she lectures. Kind of like she’s a fish seller at a wet market decoying people to come to her and buy her fish. Thing is, her voice is so annoying and witchy that we, students, get intimidated. That’s why most of us don’t raise a hand when being asked. She scares us and she doesn’t know it. Sometimes it looks like she’s overreacting with all the movements she does but I know she’s really just like that. Man, those 2 are the only professors which I dislike. Ugh. The rest are good. The Psychology and English are my favorite.
JANMAAAR ROQUE! Four days to go before our first anniversary. Despite all the things that we’ve been through, good times and bad times, we’re still strong and going strong. I’m overwhelmingly thankful to God I have you. You’re ALWAYS there for me and you sure managed how to handle me at my worst.. you really deserve me at my best. I love you always and forever, Janmar.
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I'm so bitter but I've seen better days. :)
Friday, June 27, 2008
“So this is what college life is like.”I quoted that in my mind when first day of school ended. It was surprisingly fun on the first day. However, days passed by, and well, sometimes I couldn’t help but feel evocative about high school. College is woah. Very different. A whole new phase. I got culture-shocked. Every time a professor discusses about the curriculum and grading system, I get paranoid of my future. And I get the idea that I don’t have the competence to do all of the work when it gets to the point of being toxic. I know I shouldn’t be thinking that way ‘cause it won’t help. It’ll only lessen my buoyancy that progresses in the process. But seriously, I thank God I have “tibay ng loob” and “paniniwala” and all the other essence to not quit this profession. It really helps. And of course, I never forget to visualize. Right, Murr? :3 I’m all hopeful for a good upshot in this.
Anyway, since school started, I’m also here to rant about things in school. I have made new friends and I’m part of a new group. It wasn’t so hard for me to make friends (well, except guys) although I’m not that friendly. It’s just that I’m an approachable type of person. I’m no snob at all. That’s just a first impression of me. Moving on.. So there’s this particular subject and professor that majority of my section doesn’t like. Seriously, what makes the subject boring is her. She’s not a very good lecturer and she sucks at explaining a certain topic. Parang, she discusses it for like 10 seconds or so just by reading and then the next thing is lumipad na yung topic somewhere else. She’s also a disciplinarian and boy oh boy does she have a lot of babbling to do before her lecture starts. I can’t stand her. I actually pretend that I’m listening when I’m not. Bahala nalang kung magtawag ‘cause almost all of her lectures are just common sense. And all the other terms are just easy to remember. Gahd, what a pain in the ass for 3 straight hours. It was funny because one time she even asked us, “Oh bat parang walang buhay na kayo?” and I was like, “Duh. You freakin’ bore us!” my seatmate heard and agreed with me. And there’s another one, another particular subject and professor. Actually she’s quite good. QUITE. Sometimes she’s good at discussing topics, other times it’s so-so. She’s too nerve-racking for a teacher. And I don’t like the way she lectures. Kind of like she’s a fish seller at a wet market decoying people to come to her and buy her fish. Thing is, her voice is so annoying and witchy that we, students, get intimidated. That’s why most of us don’t raise a hand when being asked. She scares us and she doesn’t know it. Sometimes it looks like she’s overreacting with all the movements she does but I know she’s really just like that. Man, those 2 are the only professors which I dislike. Ugh. The rest are good. The Psychology and English are my favorite.
JANMAAAR ROQUE! Four days to go before our first anniversary. Despite all the things that we’ve been through, good times and bad times, we’re still strong and going strong. I’m overwhelmingly thankful to God I have you. You’re ALWAYS there for me and you sure managed how to handle me at my worst.. you really deserve me at my best. I love you always and forever, Janmar.
