luck
Saturday, September 01, 2007
I don't know what the f%*k just happened all of a sudden. I'm so distressed and disappointed right now and I'm not even a hundred percent. Everything seemed great yesterday and then the worst had happened. Now everything seems falling apart.
I woke up sweltering along with a headache. Yeah, I am sick. Though I hope this is not dengue 'cause if this is, I'll start to get my allergies again and if it goes worse, I'll miss school ending up the same fate as Kurt and Hannah. I'll freakin' miss seeing Janmar and I don't want that to happen. This might also prolong for a week cancelling our double date. Haaay.. And speaking of date, which is another cause of my distraught, my parents took back the thing that they've agreed on for us to go to the concert. I don't know what's their problem 'cause they always take things back. I got my hopes up thinking that things will continue the way I look at it. Bad stuff that could happen didn't occur to my mind. Guess I was too busy being pensive and far-off from reality.
Tsk. What have I done? This is bad luck.. But I don't know. :| Most people don't believe in bad luck because they say it's only a false notion. I don't really know if I believe in luck or not but when series of unfortunate events happen to me (like now), I would always blame it on bad luck, and vice versa. Is 'luck' only bad because I look at it that way? Gahh.. Whatever.