bitter sweet
Sunday, July 15, 2007
:D Naranasan mo na bang tumakas? Tumakas ng walang paalam. Naranasan mo na bang magpa-extend ng oras? Ng nandyan na pala sundo mo kailangan DAW pumuntang Tagaytay kinabukasan. Naranasan mo na bang kabadtripan? Ng tito mo o ng kahit sino.. Naranasan mo na bang mag-enjoy ng todo? Kasama mga kaibigan mo chaka yung taong nagpapasaya sayo.. Eh naranasan mo na bang umuwi ng madaling araw? Alas tres lang naman.. Ehhh naranasan mo na bang saraduhan ng pinto at kumatok halos isang oras sa labas? At nung napagod ka na, sinubukan mong umakyat sa bubong at dun nalang magpalipas ng oras pero ang malas, hindi mo ma-abot yung chuvang akyatan kaya bumalik ka nalang sa kakakatok sa harap na pinto.. At naranasan mo na bang pag gising mo, ikaw agad yung hinahanap ng nanay mo sa YM? Tapos pag baba mo, badtrip pala sayo chaka sinabing "You're grounded! You're grounded
for life!" Hm? Naranasan mo na yun? Ha? @___@
Well.. I have. All those happy, bad, sad and catastrophic things happened to me in the last 18 hours, and believe me, It was so fun I only hated the aftermath. And I swear not to make that happen again for the rest of the year..or at least I'll try not to. I've been a bad daughter, I admit. I've been hiding a lot of things from them I just couldn't let them know.. I'm scared. Effing scared that they might find out some things about what I do or what my secrets are.. But really, I don't have any vices to keep from them.. Only secrets.. Argh okaay, so I drink. Hell, I only drink illegally on occasions. And I haven't done anything scandalous that they'd freak out about when they find out. Hell NO. I'm still clean, inside and out.. I just hate the fact that they think of me differently among my siblings.. Am I that bad to their eyes? And I hate the fact that they throw statements such as "Siguro ganito ka no? Ganyan.." "Bakit ganyan, ganito?!" and "Gaganyan ganito ka na ah.." Haaaay basta it goes like that... I don't know what to do or what to say.. But I'm not frustrated at this point, and I thank God for that. @_@ Mom's a bit mad but I still managed to make her laugh though.. And dad...? Dad's fvcking home for crying out loud! Yep.. He's back..in flesh. It sucks but what the hell, I'm glad. Once again, I'm back being a little bird locked up in my little sweet cage for God knows how long.
Out of the blue...Hey Gabo. HAHA. Thanks for the mmrs! I don't know if you'll ever read this but um.. I just want to say good luck to whatever path God takes you to! We'll surely miss you, Edward, Edmund and your oh-so hilarious and lively attitude. :D
Okay, I'll cut the crap. HAHA. I just had to blog all that's been bugging my head. Mmmhmm.. Anyway, have a good day! I'm audi.
bitter sweet
I'm so bitter but I've seen better days. :)
Sunday, July 15, 2007
:D Naranasan mo na bang tumakas? Tumakas ng walang paalam. Naranasan mo na bang magpa-extend ng oras? Ng nandyan na pala sundo mo kailangan DAW pumuntang Tagaytay kinabukasan. Naranasan mo na bang kabadtripan? Ng tito mo o ng kahit sino.. Naranasan mo na bang mag-enjoy ng todo? Kasama mga kaibigan mo chaka yung taong nagpapasaya sayo.. Eh naranasan mo na bang umuwi ng madaling araw? Alas tres lang naman.. Ehhh naranasan mo na bang saraduhan ng pinto at kumatok halos isang oras sa labas? At nung napagod ka na, sinubukan mong umakyat sa bubong at dun nalang magpalipas ng oras pero ang malas, hindi mo ma-abot yung chuvang akyatan kaya bumalik ka nalang sa kakakatok sa harap na pinto.. At naranasan mo na bang pag gising mo, ikaw agad yung hinahanap ng nanay mo sa YM? Tapos pag baba mo, badtrip pala sayo chaka sinabing "You're grounded! You're grounded
for life!" Hm? Naranasan mo na yun? Ha? @___@
Well.. I have. All those happy, bad, sad and catastrophic things happened to me in the last 18 hours, and believe me, It was so fun I only hated the aftermath. And I swear not to make that happen again for the rest of the year..or at least I'll try not to. I've been a bad daughter, I admit. I've been hiding a lot of things from them I just couldn't let them know.. I'm scared. Effing scared that they might find out some things about what I do or what my secrets are.. But really, I don't have any vices to keep from them.. Only secrets.. Argh okaay, so I drink. Hell, I only drink illegally on occasions. And I haven't done anything scandalous that they'd freak out about when they find out. Hell NO. I'm still clean, inside and out.. I just hate the fact that they think of me differently among my siblings.. Am I that bad to their eyes? And I hate the fact that they throw statements such as "Siguro ganito ka no? Ganyan.." "Bakit ganyan, ganito?!" and "Gaganyan ganito ka na ah.." Haaaay basta it goes like that... I don't know what to do or what to say.. But I'm not frustrated at this point, and I thank God for that. @_@ Mom's a bit mad but I still managed to make her laugh though.. And dad...? Dad's fvcking home for crying out loud! Yep.. He's back..in flesh. It sucks but what the hell, I'm glad. Once again, I'm back being a little bird locked up in my little sweet cage for God knows how long.
Out of the blue...Hey Gabo. HAHA. Thanks for the mmrs! I don't know if you'll ever read this but um.. I just want to say good luck to whatever path God takes you to! We'll surely miss you, Edward, Edmund and your oh-so hilarious and lively attitude. :D
Okay, I'll cut the crap. HAHA. I just had to blog all that's been bugging my head. Mmmhmm.. Anyway, have a good day! I'm audi.
